one drop of tear

What is tear?
Is it related with dear?
may be you won't say 'yes'
but, sometimes it is a 'yes'

when i felt so sad,,
i had no more strength to cry..
just a few of clear tear in my eyes, collected and be one drop..

what was it?
just one drop of tear in my eyes,,
dropped to accompany my little hurt -little, but deep- in heart
reminding you, the dearest one..

i knew i can smile
i knew i can say i'm alright
but, i can't lie to my soul..
there's a little hole in this heart..

tear for dear

who's my dear?
who can be my sweetest dear?

my dear is someone precious in my heart

it's not only about you,, but whoever God sent from my first sight in this world till now..
my parents, my brother, my friend,, whoever...

when you -that so precious- have to go,
what can I do?
just feel, a half of my soul gone,,

but i knew then,, there's still in God will
and i can't complain
it's the best, best, best plan ever in my life..
and I just let one drop of my tear fall down..